Paul Leon louis Roper

Please help the pain stop,,,,,

Pain stuffed inside of me,Can't let anyone near me,Can't let anyone see the real me,Can't let anyone even hug me,All this pain that's held in me,Why can't anyone see the real me,Why can't anyone help me,Why can't someone just hold me,All this pain that's eating me,Can't let go of the pain in me,Can't get this pain from me,Can't get this pain out of me
When will the pain stop hurting me,Why can't I just feel me,Why can't I just be me
Why can't someone take this pain from me

Sheila And My Angels (GTS Friend) January 28, 2009

Last night at bedtime I looked out
to say goodnight to you
and out the window through the clouds
a star came came shining through

It sparkled and it twinkled
like a precious diamond stone
it looked as if it winked at me
and I feel less alone

On earth we can see starlight
even if the star has gone
and though you are not with me
your light still does shine on

So though I cannot kiss your face
or tuck you in all tight
I'll look to heaven, see a star
and whisper your goodnight. XX

Love, Karen and family.xx.

Karen Speirs Terry Speirs Mum (GTS Friend) January 27, 2009

cry

last week I was able to talk to someone for the first time about the day you died without crying and it felt as if it were getting easier I still have my moments when I go off by myself and have a good cry but it is getting easier to talk about you now and tell my friends how much you ment to all of us baby boy I love you so much it hurts and ill allways miss you so stay safe till I come see you xxx

Christine Roper (Granny) January 18, 2009

In My Life....

.....There have been moments galore,
where I cried and laughed and much more,
There are times when I wondered
just how long things would last,
when I sat and remembered the things of the past.
But I have never known a time when
I felt so alive, when I held you and then,
you were gone before I had the chance to say,
How much I loved and needed you to stay.
But the time wasn't right,
and you had to give in,
and go back to the place where you did begin.
You are now safe in God's house,
no more pain to face.
Please remember us Paul,
God lent you to us,by His Grace.
Love you eternally babe. xxx Nanna Kath

Kath Devine (Nana) January 16, 2009

Dear Mr Hallmark

I am writing to you from Heaven, and though it must appear
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card
A card of love for my Mum, as she's finding it very hard.

There must be some mistake I thought, I saw every card you could imagine
Except I could not find a card, from a child who lives in heaven.
She is still a Mum too, no matter where I reside
I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she's cried.

I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know
That though I live in heaven now, I still love my Mum so.
She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too,
Memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do?

My Mum carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me, sometimes long into the night
She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well.

So you see Mr.Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way to remind my Mum of her wondrous worth.
She needs to be honored, and remembered too
Just as the children of earth will do.

Thank you Mr.Hallmark, I know you'll do your best
I have done all I can do; to you I'll leave the rest.
Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me
Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity

Sheila And My Angels (GTS Friend) January 15, 2009

Our grief is like a river
We have to let it flow
but we ourselves determine
just when the banks will go.

Some days the current takes us
in waves of guilt and pain
but there are always quiet pools
where we can rest again.

We crash on rocks of anger
Our faith seems faint indeed
but there are other swimmers
who know what we need.

Are loving hands to hold us,
when the waters are too swift
and someone kind to listen
when we just seem to drift


Grief's river is a process
of relinquishing the past
By swimming in hopes of channels
We'll reach the shore at last.

In my thoughts and prayers. Love from Liz Stuart Maxwell's mum

Elizabeth Maxwell January 11, 2009

+ * JUST * + . + . . * + . + * . * + * . + * SPRINKLING * + . + . . * + . + * . * + . + , * YOUR *. + * PAGE * + . . * + . + * . * + .* . * * + . * WITH.* . + . * SOME *. + * * . + * . . * + * * + . *+ * +* LOVE *.* LOVE AND HUGS SHANNON XXX

Shannon Kimball (GTS Friend) January 11, 2009

Thank you babe....

...for your presence here on earth,
Even tho it was quite short,
every day, every hour and second
was so very much worth...
...the pain that won't leave yet,
it still clings like the cold,
we are all feeling now,
or maybe it's because I feel old.
I miss you babe,
and with each day it gets worse not better
I wish so very much that I could send you a letter
to keep with you until you can read it yourself
then you would know how deep this feeling is.
But for now, writing like this helps.

I know the last part doesn't rhyme but, hey, does it matter?

"You are always on my mind".

xxxxxx Nanna Kath

Kath Devine (Nana) January 6, 2009

HOPE YOU HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL TERRY'S CANDLES
"I
♥may
♥not
♥be
♥the
♥most
♥important
♥person
♥in
♥your
♥LiFE
♥I
♥just
♥hope
♥that
♥when
♥you
♥hear
♥my
♥name
♥you
♥smile
♥and
♥say
♥"THATS MY FRIEND" ♥

With Love Always, Karen and Family xx.

Karen Speirs Terry Speirs Mum (GTS Friend) January 5, 2009

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When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;


I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.

But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.




If we could bring you back again,
For one more hour or day,
We’d express all our unspoken love;
We’d have countless things to say.

If we could bring you back again,
We’d say we treasured you,
And that your presence in our lives
Meant more than we ever knew.

If we could bring you back again,
To tell you what we should,
You’d know how much we miss you now,
And if we could, we would.



Our memories build a special bridge
When loved ones have to part.
To help us feel we're with them still
And soothe a grieving heart.

Our memories span the years we shared,
Preserving ties that bind.
They build a special bridge of love
And bring us peace of mind.



As New Year approaches
It seems harder this time of year
We miss you so much more
The only thing that gets us through
Are the memories of before
So here's a card just for you
To show how much we care
I know your waiting with the angels
One day I'll see you there.


Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
I would like to thank everyone for all the candles, tributes gifts and kind words they have left on Christopher’s website I appreciate every single one.
I would also like to wish you all A Happy New Year & my best wishes for 2009.
Angela X
Friday 2nd January

Marie-Angela Rowe January 2, 2009